its not all darkness

I seem to only write about the bad days, the hard moments, the pain. But lets be honest, this is how most people write. Not that I ever wanted to be "most people". But I just felt the need to clarify today, as I peer outside into this beautiful sunny day, that not all my moments are "dark and twisty". There are plenty of joy filled, beautiful days. There are so many things to be grateful for. But the good days are easy to express, through laughter with a friend, through dancing alone, through a walk on a beautiful day. it is the confusing moments, and the dark moments that I have only found I can comprehend through words on a page. I have not gone dark. These are just words. Some of them too, are not even meant to be from me- rather another voiceless one. so read and know these are just words- its not all darkness. how could it be in this bright world of possibility.