comfort

you hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me.

even the darkness is not dark to you; night is bright as the day,

for darkness is as light with you. 

I awake, and I am still with you. 

ps. 139

i don't know what i think. i don't know how to believe in the depth of night. what does that mean, to believe? i am journeying and it seems to be the long and hard way. this moment is knives and stones and shaky bones. it seems so alone.

but I awake, and I am with you- still. 

that might be all i have.